Wednesday, January 23, 2013
It has been a while since my last visit to this venue. I’m sure if a lot has transpired in that time, or a little. Life seems somewhat cloudlike these days, though my thinking is quite clear. I seem to be moving with little creativity, or a lot, with little movement, or quite a bit. My tasks during the day are completed appropriately and without complication, but there is something clearly different about the way I am viewing my life. It is increasingly introspective, as if I am seeking the existential essence of my being, not just from time to time, but a consistent undercurrent of search, exploration. My reading habits have reverted to academia, the classics, Adler, Jung, Freud, as well as a compulsion to read The New Yorker cover to cover when it arrives. It seems, perhaps, that as I grow older, I am endeavoring to recharge my brain with all of that which I’ve learned during my time here. An interesting process, this.